When I eneded up in the degree I am doing, I did not apply for it but I ended up here because I was looking for space and they admitted me in this degree. I decided to stay in it because I thought it’s got to do with water and so it is a good degree. As I went on doing it, I have come to realise that I don’t really like it and therefore want to do what I love which is fashion design and film. Don’t ask me how those two will mix together but I know they can mix. So I have been on the net trying to research and everyday I am always disappointed because I can’t seem to understand the courses offered and worst of all, I can’t see bursaries. I won’t lie that that the year has ended and I keep asking myself where I am going next year. I will be 21, they call 21 the year in which you are given a key to go and open your own house of challenges, achievements and many other adventures. As for me, I am still lost right at the end of the year of my degree. I hate staying at home and doing nothing because I was depressed and bored during the school holidays, imagine I stay for the whole year. I am busy trying to look but I get lost or confused by the courses offered. I have also planned to take any job I find and raise funds to study fashion design but where, what course do they offer and does it make sense? I have loved the Lisof Higher certificate fashion design course though, the only problemn is the money to study and they require non refundable deposit for me to book a space. Maybe I am just whinning because I do not want to look deeper. If I could learn film making and the craft of script writting and put that fashion design as the cherry on top, i will be fine. I am even getting tired of searching on the internet. But next year is in 5 months and that is nothing. I imagine myself a well known fashion designer, script writer and song writer. I already write songs but all of them are unfinished which is very strange. I will get there though, I just need to keep searching.
God bless me with a solution right here. What are your aspirations?
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